Arguments arise

4/5/2008

I think The Boy is cottoning on. We are arguing a lot more. Partly because i’m refusing to bite my tongue. Maybe i’m going a bit over the top with the honesty. I wanted to be truthfull not brutal. He says i’ve changed. I’m always outspoken but apparently i’m being mean. I feel rubbish. I didn’t intend to change the person i am. I thought it would go unnoticed but clearly i’m taking this a bit too far. Maybe i’m using this truth thing to say things that have pent up for ages. I don’t know. I just feel sad and a bit ashamed of myself.